In this episode Nicoleta explores sexuality and happiness with the author of EXODAI Elizabeth Hendrick, British national living in Tokyo. Happiness as the 100% contentment with who you areStarting life in a happy loving family Discovering interest in girls at pubertyFantasies of bondage at the age of 10Identified as a lesbian at 13Discomfort within due ingrained religious conditioningFeeling miserable with own sexualityUnconsciously attracting dysfunctional relationship Hitting the rock bottom at 357 years of seeking and self-discoveryHow religion and politics shapes our perception of sexual fluidityThe myth that being gay is an abomination before GodWhy is BDSM still stigmatised and misunderstood?How 50 Shades of Grey is not a real representation of BDSMTheories linking birthing process and BDSMBDSM as an innate experienceThe euphoria in the addiction to torturePain as a strong source of arousal in sadomasochismSexual (dis)harmony between a BDSM and not non BDSM partnersFulfilling unmet needs outside of the relationshipThe codependency in bending to please the BDSM partner In love and tortured by a sadistic Japanese dominatrixHardcore BDSM torture to bruises and cutsThe delusion of saving the dominatrix from her demonsThe unconscious guilt and shame fuelling self-loathingWhen BDSM becomes a vehicle to therapy and healingSelf-awareness that the disconnect over the sexuality led to self-punishmentThe symbolism and hidden message of dreamingPast live regression as a channel to relieve burdening emotionsComing out from darkness into self-love, gratitude and mindfulnessSharing the experience in the memoir book EXODAI Find out more about Elizabeth here: https://exodai.co.uk/Order the EXODAI book here: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0CJDKPZMTEXODAI awards:🏆 WINNER in the 2024 NATIONAL INDIE EXCELLENCE AWARDS (Sexuality)🥈 FINALIST in the 2024 NATIONAL INDIE EXCELLENCE AWARDS (LGBTQIA Non-Fiction)🥈 FINALIST in the 2024 INTERNATIONAL BOOK AWARDS (LGBTQ+ Non-Fiction)🥈 FINALIST in the 2024 NEXT GENERATION INDIE BOOK AWARDS (Best Cover in Non-Fiction) 

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