LaurenH_2024_07_28.mp3

28/07/2024 20 min
LaurenH_2024_07_28.mp3

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In program almost 40 years. Both parents into their own addictions. I could manage my food, it wasn't that bad . . . until it was that bad. 7-11 Was my downfall as i promised to start over every day. I was leading a double life as psychotherapist and food addict. In the beginning  (first 10 years) I made the group my Higher Power. so I left the program because I wanted to have a normal life. Back after 3 years. Came back and ended up weighing and measuring for the next 10 years. Knew it well enough that I left the program. Next time was a big book study. Finally got that my spiritual problem manifested with my food. Today I have food neutrality. I am still peeling the onion. It just never stops but today I appreciate it. 

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