I am not recovered but I AM Free. I didn't want to change how I ate, just did not want the consequences. I believe I was born a compulsive eater, Over or under did not matter.  I came to OA In 2016 because I wanted a diet for free with group support. planning to leave once I got what I wanted. I had not moral compass. The only reason I didn't steal food was because I was afraid of getting caught.   Food was my anesthesia for my life.  Diets made me think had power which I did not have. I am a compulsive eater. I had an image of how I wanted to be and I was not. That was unacceptable on so many levels. In the disease I was overworking or unemployable. No middle ground

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