I have a sponsor with a sponsor and I am a sponsor. I became diabetic because I want what I wanted with my food. I successfully dieted . . for a minute - topped out at 325. The enemy of wisdom isn't stupidity, it is rationalization. I rationalized everything I ate. I finally realized that my allergy and compulsion was out of my control forever. I had to follow the steps in the big book to really recover. I remember to do the opposite of my impulsive actions and leave the results to God. Food is no longer a reward, my relationship with God is the reward.

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