Hiding food at early age.  Always was the biggest in my class. Middle school the space from when I got home and mom got home was my binge time. Exercizing when she actually got home  I really knew about the hole is my sou I was filling with food but did not know what to do. At 16 I was baby siitting for money and driving for food. My first examination of eating over feelings did not work because I by the time I asked the feelings were gone. Lots and lots of diets worked. . for a minute. My bothered ( who was over 500) joined OA  and I listened to a zoom meeting. HOW COULD THEY SAY THAT OUT LOUD. and I was not alone. I still have to trick my disease by by telling it I was only done for today. I found another level of acceptance in a gym.  Start every day with thanks to my higher power.     

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