Topped out at 485. Even though I was in recovery over 25 years but the earlier recovery I was not. I always ran part of my program. You don't get to 485 from a few cheat days I don't have the compulsive eating a 'little bit' I cannot live on a 'Little bit' of recovery. Today was another opportunity to get out of self. I have been high and low but never this healthy. I am not the same guy I was in my disease. The life I have today always goes back to the third step- Turning MY will over. My recovery is important but what keeps it going is helping another. My relationship with my Higher power and people takes time and effort., It is worth it. 

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