Episode Synopsis ""Sometimes I had to go into the back yard and scream.""

When your little girl is this sick, you don’t let your fear or worry show. Jessica’s mom says it over and over – she bottled up her emotions during her daughter’s low points. But those emotions pour out for the first time in this episode as the family retraces its steps to St. Jude.

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More episodes of the podcast St. Jude Flashpoint

• “If you don’t have a struggle, you haven’t really lived.”
• "We put the dolls up on a shelf."
• "Sometimes I had to go into the back yard and scream."
• "Is God Mad at Me?"
• "Cancer had become my life."
• "We all wore pink to her funeral."
• "It was a very big honor for me to be the one."
• Danny Thomas, in black and white