By the time i was 21 I needed to give up a plethora of inappropriate behaviors. Food was my drug of choice.  My dad paid me for every pound I lost. I could present well but hated myself on the inside regardless of how I looked. I raised my hand for my 'First 30 days' for 4 months. Finally i have not had sugar since 1985 I was sober for 4 years but my world was grey because of my food. I thought OA abstinence would be a daily struggle to not eat. I no longer hate myself. There is more to improve but now it is because I love  self enough to change. My higher power took away the self hate causing me to eat sugar.

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