Episode Synopsis "“I really wanted to be hiding out somewhere, recording music the way I knew Danny Elfman did…”"

Retracing the steps of my creative history as a musical multi-hyphenate & storytelling artist. / Soundtrack music playing: “I’m Destined to Be On My Own“ [Composed by Fictionaleyez]

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