This is a place where I would like to love. I have failed to love others. As a human, I do not understand how to do this but I do understand that I desire to love and to be loved. Unfortunately, I have not been open or honest. I do share but it is often short. I am afraid of who I am. I want to be desired by others and I want to be secure in who I am while knowing that parts of me cause pain to the ones I love. I want to love myself, love others, learn to love our differences and be honest throughout. I have a life that has been blessed with incredible resources, cherished relationships, excruciating betrayals and incomprehensible loss. I also hope to love myself. My hope is that I am able love and that others will feel loved.