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Episode Synopsis "Numbness and Sales agreement"
4th March 2021 |×| In this peice the writer talks about the numbness that seems to be ahold of her nowadays followed by the urgencies of the day, her wrecked sleep schedule and lastly love. |×| TRANSCRIPT - Today was a good day. At least I have been trying to make myself believe that. Everyday i sleep on the same lie in hopes that with sun tomorrow my will will rise too. Will not to do something extraordinary but something as mundane as washing the dishes, or start reading againg or maybe even lie down in peace. But in all honesty i do not know if i feel stuck, agitated, exasperated or exhausted. The only feeling knocking on my door nowadays is emptiness wearing the grey cloak of numbness. I slept in today. And was awakened with the hurried and urgent voice of my father. He wanted me to print of the sales agreement for the motor cycle he just bought. I wondered what on earth will he do with that at this ungodly hour. It was 10. The hour was not ungodly my sleep schedule was. Under constant supervision of his urgent eyes and under the comfort of his resent promise of not letting anger get the best of him. I hurried to accomplish the task at hand. And then like every other time. My printer decided to fail me at the most important of times. Well how can i be mad. My brain does the same to me. Apart from that my day juggled between watching two netflix series. Tossing my wisdom in the field of romance across the hall to my sister. I am certain she was ignoring most of it. The idea of romance excites you when the romance in your life does. If you are anything like me A happy healthy love life makes you prone to constant absence of company. The company to which you were supposed to tell about your lover's recent activities. Like how it made you so happy to hear him breathe in silence for a while. How you are absolutely sure that his heartbeat sounds like your name. How he smiles and melts your entire world. Or maybe you are normal and you just enjoyed the cake he baked you. Eitherways i say it for everyone when i say love is the only thing that can make your heart so full with childlike happiness that you forget you live on the ground and not on the clouds. |×| The diary of an undiscovered writer is exactly what it sounds like full of muse and melting feelings of a writer. Maybe you will find your inspiration here or maybe you will not. Either way a little romanticizing and a little gratefulness in form of carefully crafted words never hurts anyone. If you're into what I do maybe you can follow me on instagram for more scribbles and writeups Follow me on instagram @malikknikita Follow us on our LinkedIn profile https://www.linkedin.com/in/nikita-s-fieldnotes-36b677209 And thank you for stopping by! May you have a marvellous day :)
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