Episode Synopsis "I wasn't supposed to exist this week"

https://3speak.tv/watch?v=dpunk/xjqoutit ...“In a Hearbeat”... Soundtrack & Artwork (Gif) are my own work. Created by me, from scratch. Square one. Just a reminder that this is: Random mumbo jumbo here, from my mind straight to my notebook. It's random words written in a random somewhere like this that make me think-(sink) It's my fault, I know it is. I shouldn't have looked in the mirror today. Every bad event that happened this week came rushing into my mind at once, all together like a tornado hit me in what's left in my brain. Poor me, huh? not really as I did, and still do this to myself, as usual. What happened in this specific period of time doesn't even matter, what matters is that I'm still stuck in a past-loop. Question, what kind of sick self-torture is that? I'm not looking for an answer actually, more like, looking for an escape. Escape equals... Justification... Equals... More, pills? Pills! Pills! Pills! Make me feel ok! More! Isn't one tablet enough though? Yes but, also NO! Pills! Pills! Pills! I did not want to mention this for the public to read -Hello?- because, nobody would want to hear bad news these days but, I have to let it out. Aside from all the hectic events and the shitstorms that happened this past week, my neighbour passed away, I woke up, and suddenly, she was not here anymore... Gone, in a heartbeat. Maybe she'll be hearing this track wherever her soul is at the moment. Farewell, friend. I'll see you soon, if it's possible. Goodbye, I think. 09/??/2021 - 09/??/2021 ~ I think I've lost track of time, not surprised. What's the BUZZWORD of today? “Get Help” or “More Pills”? Have a nice day, I hope your upcoming week is better than mine. All content is mine unless stated otherwise ...own words, own work...

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