#104 - My Worst Binge Eating Episode

21/12/2021 23 min Temporada 1 Episodio 104
#104 - My Worst Binge Eating Episode

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๐”๐ง๐œ๐จ๐ง๐ญ๐ซ๐จ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐š๐›๐ฅ๐ž ๐›๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ž ๐ž๐š๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ž๐ฉ๐ข๐ฌ๐จ๐๐ž๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐š๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐๐ž๐š๐ญ๐ก ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ฆ๐žAfter 3 weeks of being on as low as 1200 kcal a day for 2 weeks straight, my thoughts ๐Ÿ’ญ was constantly about food and my next meal ๐Ÿฅ˜It felt scary, overwhelming and I had so much shame over it knowing that 90% of my thoughts revolved around foodGoing into my first bodybuilding competition, I was determined to do whatever it took to get in the leanest version of my but it all backfired once I got off that stage ๐Ÿ‹๏ธโ€โ™€๏ธThe whole time I was posing on stage, I was thinking about all the food I was going to consume straight after the show ๐Ÿ˜ซThis is the binge eating episode I had starting at 2pm that life changing day2 donuts post show ๐Ÿฉ1 and half large pizza ๐Ÿ•2 more donuts on flinders lane ๐ŸฉBanana bread from Starbucks ๐ŸŒPeanut Butter Nutella Pancakes from pancake parlour ๐ŸฅžI put on 4 kgs in a period of 8 hoursThat was the beginning of the endโ€ฆ..For two weeks straight, all I could think about was sugar, pasta, salt & vinegar chips and pizza shapesBeing a personal trainer, I felt like I was going against everything I stood for and for the first time in my life, I was genuinely worried that I developed a food addictionLooking back now, Iโ€™m so glad that I freaking overcame that period of my life because it was so scary to be controlled by foodIf this resonates with you in anywayI want you to know that I UNDERSTAND and that you WILL get THROUGH thisIf youโ€™re with the @thedreamteam.fitness academy, I have your back and we GOT this!๐Ÿ”ฅCoach Pat

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