I Was the Kid Always Getting in Trouble 😎

In first grade, I had red cowgirl boots paired with my green Catholic school uniform. 👊I kicked those little legs over and over into the chair in front me until the day my desk got moved to the front over the classroom, behind the teacher, under the chalk board.

Shame

Embarrassment

Cast out

Not conforming to the rules

I did get attention, not love but attention.

I learned to feel BAD, shame and like I was doing something wrong ALL of the time.

I heard the whispers of the parents, teachers and made up stories that I was bad & not in a good way.

A low level of guilt has hung over me my whole life.

💖I’ve always been the first to apologize, to rush to take the blame and assume responsibility for other’s feelings and my own.

It’s like I just had this agreement with myself that I was just BAD.😎

LOL!!

I kept that bad ass attitude with me through high school and it finally broke off in my years of cleansing, facing myself in yoga and on my path to learn and know who I AM in God.

My mom a therapist taught me “Amanda you are not responsible for anyones feelings even if YOU FEEL them, they are not yours.”♥️

As I have grown as a business woman, coach, leader and CEO of my biz and family, I have learned to not rush to take on the responsibility.

I have released SHAME, guilt and making myself wrong for everything.

👠I have learned boundaries.
🚴‍♀️I have learned to be cool with other people’s moods 
🌴I have learned that just because someone else is suffering (like when I taught Bikram yoga and the students were struggling) that their struggle is their journey and the price for the reward they are going for.

😢I have released the need to make myself wrong, feel bad, ashamed or guilty!

FREEDOM BABY!

So go ahead and feel your feelings, I’ll be over here living my best life in my own zone.🌴

Projections are not mine!

And ya, I am bad ass because of this! LOL😀 Drop me a comment if you're with me!!

Love,

Amanda Moxley

Founder of the “Moxley Method”, Creator of Speak Your Way to Success in 90 days & Hostess of RISE UP LIVE!

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