Listen "Sam Bickersteth | God is not a Cosmic Autocrat - How reading and thinking convicted me of God"
Episode Synopsis
Check out Sam's great YouTube channel and SubstackYouTube channel: https://www.youtube.com/@admoni.Substack: https://substack.com/@admoniWhat happens when inherited faith meets philosophical inquiry? In this thought-provoking conversation, Sam Bickersteth, a Cambridge philosophy student and former football player, shares his transformative journey from defending religious beliefs he didn't genuinely hold to discovering authentic spiritual conviction through literature, questioning, and intellectual exploration.Sam recalls how reading Tolstoy's War and Peace during the pandemic revolutionised his understanding of God, moving beyond the simplistic "cosmic autocrat" conception to something far more profound and meaningful. This literary encounter sparked a philosophical adventure that led him to break from biblical literalism, question inherited Anglican traditions, and rebuild his faith on firmer foundations. "I was defending something that I had inherited but in which I had no conviction myself," Sam explains, articulating a struggle familiar to many raised in religious households.The discussion weaves through fascinating territory: the historical decline of Western Christianity (which Sam attributes partly to Christianity's own "decadence" and departure from early Church understandings), the surprising religious revival among young adults today, and the contributions of cultural figures like Jordan Peterson in making religious exploration intellectually respectable again. Particularly compelling is Sam's nuanced take on religious pluralism, where he distinguishes between superficial "liberal pluralism" and a deeper recognition that capital-T Truth transcends propositional statements. "When you draw nearer to the fire of God, you have to start dancing around the heat," he observes poetically.Perhaps most valuable are Sam's reflections on happiness and mental wellbeing, drawn from both his personal experience and philosophical studies. The pursuit of finite goals—whether academic success, relationships, or material possessions—inevitably leads to disappointment. True fulfillment comes through accepting life's transience and recognizing that all our desires point toward a deeper wholeness. This wisdom from religious traditions offers a powerful alternative to the endless striving that characterizes modern existence. What might your life look like if you stopped chasing phantoms and embraced the mystery at the heart of being?Drop us a line
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