in between talk and laughs
in between silence and tears
in between hi and bye
in between crossed and missed
in between acceptance and rejection
several monologues were flooded by your insecurities and anxieties
your depression, bad days, unable to eat, to move, to act human
several conversation were waved by people’s award and achievements
their good days, good trip, good food, good friends and their amazing family and partner
in the corner of your bed you curled up in small tiny shaped of hope
struggling to breath wishing for any crumbles of reason to go on
in the chair of the crowd you laughed in loud shaped as huge as your dream
easily to talk and seize the subject seen with no scuffles and no wrestles
you weren’t supposed to be in so much pain
you weren’t supposed to be in so much stain
you were supposed to battle
you were supposed to settle
you wonder why in between of your laugh and talk you have the urge to cry
you wonder why in between of your silence and tears you have the urge to chuckle
you wonder why is it so hard to construct a monologue of your best everything
you wonder why is it so hard to abandon the conversation of others everything
in the last sentences, you conclude that
in the first step walking out of your grimmy bedroom
in the last bite of your sluggish snack from last night
if you can't bid your emotions
you can swallowed them

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