Chasing Thoughts | S01 E10: Keith’s Journey Part One

30/12/2023 1h 29min Temporada 1 Episodio 10
Chasing Thoughts | S01 E10: Keith’s Journey Part One

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Embark on a powerful journey with hosts Mindy Aisling and Keith Dauch as they delve into the profound challenges and triumphant moments of rebuilding one's identity after military service.In this episode Mindy guides Keith in sharing his story of military service and the challenges he faces as a veteran.Keith lived for fifteen years with PTSD without knowing what was wrong with him. Once he learned about PTSD and realized all the things he thought were “wrong” with him were symptoms of Post Traumatic Stress, he believed his hope would be found at the VA. This only began a fight with the VA which lasted several years to get the help he needed.Keith finally decided to figure out his problems for himself. He enrolled in college and studied Anthropology, where he looked at his mind as if it was its own independent culture. From this point Keith learned the reason for the behaviors and feelings that were hollowing him out, and he set out to retrain his mind and build an identity that served him as a Veteran.Mindy brings a compassionate and understanding atmosphere, as together, they explore the complexities of post-military identity. We hope you join the conversation as we explore the challenges and triumphs of rebuilding identity after military service.00:00:00 Introduction00:01:03 The beginning00:04:34 Seeing the world outside of church00:05:47 High stress with a lot of fun00:07:11 Journey into the military00:08:14 the technique of war verse the emotional aspect00:10:26 PTSD00:12:06 The failing of the military00:15:46 Gnarly experiences00:19:46 Beliefs that I’m weak and a coward00:20:46 Dehumanizing the enemy00:21:24 Coming home from Bosnia00:25:26 There is no place for help00:30:37 Adventures with the VA00:33:46 PSA—Nobody gets to minimize your trauma00:36:15 Going outside the VA00:37:34 I didn’t understand what was wrong with me00:40:24 Recognizing the effects of trauma in the moment00:40:55 How I got to this point00:44:52 Finally get to see a steady doctor at the VA00:49:21 PSA—Your doctor is not an expert on you—but you are00:52:30 Try again with a new doctor00:55:14 Even with a good doctor I’m not getting better—I’ll figure this out for myself00:55:35 Rite of passage model1:02:00 Purpose of Basic Training—an identity shift1:02:38 New relationship with identity1:13:58 Cannabis as a toolMore about Keith and Mindy:Mindy Aisling (@mindyaisling)[email protected] Dauch (@mastercheeseee)[email protected]