After Molly's death I was a disastrous mess. I was struggling with alcohol and drugs and at the same time dealing with the lawsuit. I had to deal with Roy moving on, dating someone new, and the different realities that he seemed to present to everyone around him.    Key Takeaways:    [5:43] The first actual breakup of Roy and I [7:22] Being a disastrous mess grieving Molly   [9:57] Having a huge fear of losing Roy [12:29] Kenny, Gracie, and I all struggled in our grief  [15:36] Kenny and Roy not liking each other  [18:17] Roy wanted me to leave Kenny  [21:53] Roy deleted me from his FaceBook [23:44] Roy went out with a new woman  [26:37] I feel like Roy orchestrated this situation  [30:50] Wendy and I had these different realities of Roy [32:44] I didn't have this big happy family  [34:26] Roy wouldn't take me to the beach, but he took his new girlfriend [37:05] I was struggling as Roy made his relationship FaceBook official  [40:25] I would love to get closure  [41:31] The lawsuit was ramping up  [42:55] The triangulation in my life  [45:00] Opening myself up for criticism    Resources:   The Body Keeps the Score The Mountain is You POWER Book    Connect with Barb:   Website   Facebook    Instagram   YouTube   The Molly B Foundation   

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