Having 12 episodes was in my plan since the beginning of the year as every eps represents each month of the year about what will it be like to go through the unknown experiences by the end of 2025. To add 1 more as the Finale is not in my bucket list at all, but I just really thought that I need a final one to really walk through every single little details. 1 hr and 12 mins is a hella longest episode I have ever done and it means the world to me. The best achievement of the year is to keep in touch with me and reflect on things that I'm unsure or unclear about and we're reaching out to the end, the end of the beginning as there are more to be discovered & the ending is still in the making.The only thing that I could say about this year is that I learned to accept things as it is, become wiser, smarter in navigating my simple life & really make it out alive. My heart is so full of gratitude towards each & everyone of you who I have met through out the year along with any experiences under any circumstances we are, whether through real life or even what we call it these days as 'social medias'.It has been such an honour to be a part of people's lives, listening to their stories, be there for them and reach to the finalisation that I have to choose me and be there for me all over again as I kept forgetting who's writing the journey of my life, It's me.I think It's really important to be in touch with myself, my inner child, my whole trauma and whatever happened to me back then, heal it, accept it and move on with those scars and pains that I have or even move forward with it and believe that I will be loved, healed and come back out to start all over again and I really did what I could to protect me to the core, so that nth can stop me from doing the thing that I love anymore, Self love is the highest form of love. To grow is to evolve, observe, learn, practice, adjust and keep on going with what I have gathered within the time investments that I put through on anything, human interactions, hobbies, toys, movies, music, traumas, unhealing wounds, joys or even just the emptiness within my soul. Allow myself to feel and soak it in, but remember to climb back up and try it all over again from scratch cause since the beginning of the journey, I started with nth and will go back out to the nature without anything & that's a circle of life, so why not appreciating and accepting things as it is. PastLeave the past where it was and leave the future where it will be, but most importantly is to focus on the real time, which is call the present. I am here in end of 2025 not sure if I choose the right people, make the right decisions, eat the right food or even belong to the right environments, but I need to start believe that everything happened for a reason and somehow, I do still believe in the good even when I got treated so badly.It put me at ease to know that I'm not belong to anyone else, but me. My journey is my journey alone and I have to really choose what's best for me no matter what. As sad as it sounds I still don't know what it's gonna be like in 2026, but I'm also excited for many unknown paths that I will take or even when I'm 100% sure that it might be the right one, but who knows maybe it it turns out wrong, I just have to accept it and keep on going cause when I never give up on myself , no-one can give up on me.I have the best parents to come back to when things are rough and even my most supportive siblings when they don't even know what I'm going through, but they always have been there for me.2025 You have been great and bittersweet to me, but you will always remembered.As I open a new chapter in 2026, I will look out for more opportunities to grow, and keep on doing thing that I love cause when I stop underestimating myself, I can see a whole new world ahead of me.

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