I am so engrossed in the theatrics of my mind that I often forgot that there is a world outside which has been gifted to me to revel in, to find pleasure and meaning in.
Getting too intertwined in myself is often the bane of my existence, as I lose purpose in my desperation to resolve the quotidian quibble or the boredom riddle. 
 
Time and again, seeing myself immerse in the labyrinthine issues of daily grind, whilst failing to notice that life is desperately trying to grab my attention, is to also lose a potential way to unravel the knots of my very being.
 
The times serenity descends on me as I see the water boil for my morning tea, or I stand at the window and watch a flawless sunset find its night, or listen to the cadence of a loved one's voice as they talk of normal things or when the doorbell rings and my heart leaps as I know who it is. Suddenly, priorities get sorted out, issues get resolved. 
 
Later, much later, do I realize that the true path to the universe inside me comes through the vagaries outside, as I cut though the noise, and find that the world is much more then a mere domicile for me for my desires and ambitions, and offers a journey of senses and fulfilments.
 
Everything I could ever want is merely a question of merging what's outside to what is inside.
 

If you liked this poem, consider listening to these other poems on mornings and cities  - 

Calcutta - A Lover's Epitaph
Recalibrating Dawns
Musings As I Step Into The Morning (Leaving a Lover Sleeping)


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The details of the music used in this episode are as follows -

A Bright Star in the Sky by Musiclfiles
Mystic Mediation by Frank Schroeter


 

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