#82 and another and another and another

10/07/2007 1 min

Listen "#82 and another and another and another"

Episode Synopsis

remember that drive
through the old sleepy south
for seventeen hours
in the car we dissolved
for eons in silence
sometimes
and other times
shouting over the roar
of the road and
the ruin spinning by
the road made shimmering
by the endless dripping
of the wet orange sun
and both of us
somewhere between
loving and hating each other
which didn’t stop us
from everything in between
and twenty three years later
everything pains me
just a little bit more
and now i think i know
what you meant
when you said
nobody knows
what love really is
because when you
know what it all means
that’s the moment when you die
and when you said
love me now
i told you
i wasn’t ready to die just yet
rachel where are you now
i wish i would have tried
i dreamt about you
last night
you were the wallflower dying
just like the last time
except this time
i was the one
who couldn’t stop
crying

bhagiti 7.10.07 perrysburg, oh