✱ track 1

this song is about being so far outside of my body that i did bad things to myself and ended up in the hospital. not feeling anything isn't good or fun. if you're self-harming or experiencing suicidal ideation, get help, because that shit doesn't just go away on its own.

lyrics:
i don't want anything at all
don't need any attention
cause i'm building up a wall
fortifying my defenses

and when i wake up
will my room still look the same
will i step outside for a minute
will the world know i'm in it

no painnnn
i wont feel anythinggg
blood drains
dripping down my leg

i told them i'm afraid
of what i do to myself every day
i told them i'm afraid
of what i do to myself every day

take it out out out
in the bath room room
put it in your phone case
keep it close to you
take it out out out
in the bath room room
keep it in your phone case
keep it close to you

no painnnn
i wont feel anythinggg
blood drains
dripping down my leg
i told them i'm afraid
of what i do to myself every day
i told them i'm afraid
of what i do to myself every day

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