Welcome to Moms With A Call, a podcast for the spiritually curious and the courageously healing. In this sacred episode, Rebecca invites us into the beginning of her testimony, using the metaphor of The Garden to gently unpack the layers of emotional survival, dissociation, and the long road toward healing.
Through honest conversation and reflection, Rebecca explores what it means to live in self-protection mode, to build inner walls, mask pain with control, and settle for the illusion of peace. It is also a story of breakthrough: stepping out of the “secret garden” we build to survive and into the grace-filled wilderness where God does His most tender work.
We talk about:

The garden as both refuge and prison
Anxiety, panic, and the illusion of control
Dissociation as a coping mechanism
What true peace feels like when we finally let go
The moment surrender begins, even if imperfectly

This episode is for anyone who has ever felt like they were keeping it all together on the outside but falling apart on the inside. There is room for you here.
Timestamps
01:19 – Introducing The Garden metaphor
02:11 – Rebecca shares her story of emotional survival
04:55 – Honest reflection and the cost of dissociation
08:37 – The secret garden and internal boundaries
13:08 – Surrendering control and learning what peace really is
17:17 – A preview of what is to come in Part 2
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