Listen "06. at home in the world as my artist self "
Episode Synopsis
this is my last chapter of sharing my wayfinding journey (for now) — in which I share how I stopped traveling, decided to make a home in Istanbul, and slowly learned to show up as my artist self — in relationship, and in the world. I’ll untangle:
why I clung onto hermitude, and resisted being in relationship (with any "other")
what I had to let go of: emotional storms + binary thinking
what I was afraid of (regression, and losing myself)
a “what if” that unlocked everything for me
choosing to show up as my uncompromising artist self
a slow emergence of philosophies and processes
this episode is about integration, metamorphosis, and the act of returning to the world — and allowing myself to be seen.
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why I clung onto hermitude, and resisted being in relationship (with any "other")
what I had to let go of: emotional storms + binary thinking
what I was afraid of (regression, and losing myself)
a “what if” that unlocked everything for me
choosing to show up as my uncompromising artist self
a slow emergence of philosophies and processes
this episode is about integration, metamorphosis, and the act of returning to the world — and allowing myself to be seen.
--
read the text transcript of this episode
visit me on my website-world
sign up for my weekly newsletter
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