Listen "I think what I miss was being able to imagine a future with you"
Episode Synopsis
It was a hard podcast to make, I felt... oddly painful to be vulnerable in this one. I'd given up on the thought of love some time ago and digging deeper and asking myself why; I realized that I was in love the past version of my lovers, before they changed into someone else.
Perhaps we had all grown and it was the time for us to part, perhaps it was the universe telling me that I have to learn loving myself first. It was utterly painful when I see her move on, while I was holding our half written chapter waiting for her to come back to finish our story; but she didn't.
So... I think what i miss was being able to imagine a future with you
(semi trigger warning)
Perhaps we had all grown and it was the time for us to part, perhaps it was the universe telling me that I have to learn loving myself first. It was utterly painful when I see her move on, while I was holding our half written chapter waiting for her to come back to finish our story; but she didn't.
So... I think what i miss was being able to imagine a future with you
(semi trigger warning)
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