I've had a life long struggle with pornography.  From the first time I saw it as a teenager I wanted to see more.  After awhile the bits I saw weren't enough, I needed raunchier and more graphic stuff to make my mind spin.  Now, some 34 years later, I am close to being sober.  
You may think pornography is a safe way to experience intimacy.  It's not, it isn't safe or intimate.  
Need help?  Check out these links:
https://www.healthline.com/health/pornography-addiction
https://blog.iamsecond.com/i-was-addicted-to-porn-and-heres-how-i-stopped

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