UPDATE (2025): When I recorded this episode, I didn't know I had temporal lobe epilepsy. I attributed all my suffering to psychological wounds and believed I could "manifest" my way to healing through mindset shifts.The rejection wound from autism bullying was REAL. The trauma was REAL. But I was also experiencing undiagnosed seizures, depersonalization from a brain cyst, and sensory amplification from neurological dysfunction.I thought I 'healed' through manifestation and stopping self-rejection. What actually helped was accidentally stopping practices that triggered seizures (like Wim Hof breathing) and starting CBD, which manages epilepsy.If you resonate with this episode AND you experience: frequent déjà vu, 'zoning out,' memory gaps, sensory pain beyond typical autism, or feeling like 'it's not safe to be me' in a literal physical sense - please get screened for epilepsy. About 20-30% of autistic people have epilepsy.The manifestation framework helped me cope, but it also delayed proper medical treatment. Psychological healing is important. So is neurology.I'll be creating follow-up content about this after my formal TLE diagnosis.Warning: Rejection Sensitivity Dysphoria Trigger.  If you have a deep rejection wound and are not ready to shift it; this will be triggering.In this episode, I explore the very common rejection wound with specific examples and ideas around healing it. Most autistic people suppress their autism - often at a subconscious level - because they know that somehow they're different but they get trapped in a rejection wound and they feel like they have to hide their autism in order to be accepted by society. I'm here to tell you there is a way out - self love, self expression, and recognition that everything you experience is your subconscious patterns on display.  Recognizing total oneness and taking responsibility of your experience is what can liberate you from these painful rejection patterns.

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