i had to figure it out for myself. but by figuring it out for myself, i think i even figured it out for you, some of you in your 60s and above.  i have seen my grandmother and my grandfather on my fathers side.  i do not remember them having a larger nose. i am not sure where my father got the wide nose from. but i remember my grandmother and my grandfather on my fathers side.  my grandmother was a very hispanic like lady. my grandfather was a very tall european looking man.  i do not remember them being or looking african in any way.    i am not sure why my father got the wide nose. which was passed to me and my siblings.    my sisters on my fathers side, they are half sisters, but our parents are basically identical,  my sisters turned out looking caucasian.  i turned out looking the way that i do and that is why my ethnicity gets called in to question.  its not fair that my siblings turned out caucasian looking but i have a mysterious looking ethnicity.  my father lived with my sisters family.  that was his main family and he was a regular person with them and did all the fatherly things with them.  he got a nose job for himself and paid for a nose job for my sister.   i did not know my father, he did not offer to pay for a nose job for me.  but, when i met him he was creepy to me and did not meet up with me but a couple of times, with one of the final interactions involving him calling me with pornography playing in the background.   i actually dont remember how the meeting came about.  i think my grandmother coordinated the meeting, which makes me wonder how she found his contact information and for how long she was in contact with him without my knowing.  which also makes me wonder if any of family members were stalkers or had anything to do with the deaths of the two men i knew around the highschool years.  i hope my father wasnt a stalker.  maybe my grandmother was.  one of the men was found deceased from sleep and from a drug overdose supposedly,  the other one supposedly was in a car accident off of some road somewhere.it was suspicious to meet him after so long only for him to tell me things and do things that would derail my life, looking back on it. 

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