Where Anger Meets Peace: Madeline’s Journey Through Infertility, Loss, and God’s Steadiness

21/11/2025 36 min Temporada 1 Episodio 16

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*content warning: infertility, miscarriage & pregnancy loss, NICU trauma, infant loss, emergency surgery, postpartum PTSD & depression, medical negligence, faith crisis / anger toward GodMadeline’s story is one of the deepest valleys a mother can walk through: infertility, miscarriage, NICU trauma, emergency surgery, losing her daughter Lilybeth at 19 days old, more loss, and finally the bittersweet joy of welcoming her rainbow baby, Rosalie.But even more, this is a story about anger, faith, shock, survival, and the peace that only God can give in the exact moment you think you won’t make it.It’s about learning that anger isn’t sin…and grief isn’t failure.It’s about discovering God in the middle of the collapse, not after it.And it’s about carrying both joy and sorrow in the same arms, sometimes in the same breath.If you’ve ever questioned God in your pain, wrestled with guilt in grief, or tried to hold your baby while grieving another...Madeline’s voice will meet you tenderly, honestly, and without rushing your healing.LISTEN IN FOR…the hidden emotional layers of infertility and recurrent losswhat NICU trauma feels like when your own body is barely survivingthe moment she asked God to swap places with her baby and the peace that met herlearning to hold anger without shamethe faith that carried her through the darkest monthsnavigating motherhood after trauma, anxiety, and PTSDhow she honors Lilybeth while mothering her rainbow🌐 Links & Community All the places to listen, connect, & share your story - https://linktr.ee/strongasamotherofficialJoin the Strong as a Mother Facebook Community - https://www.facebook.com/share/g/1AtpSjvMU6Follow on Instagram - @strongasamotherofficialShare your motherhood story (anonymously or by name) - https://www.jotform.com/252156992848068

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